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YWednesday, March 28, 2007

argh, im so busy with everything in my life right now. no time to blog. work work &work. im gonna stop working on 28 o3 o7 which is today. right now it's like 00.15am. &im still waiting for my daddy to come back from his shower.

to my dear daddy:
daddy ar daddy, i really miss you like mad. you're all over my mind. i just cannot concentrate working and stuffs. i keep thinking of you. do you also feel that way ? or isit just me ? ): i miss you terribly. 我真的好想你哦。i really miss you loads loads loads. we didnt meet for like 1week &3days liao )): im going mad you know. it seems like i cannot get you out of my mind, everything made me think of you. im so in love with you right now, do you know that ! :(( im going crazy already~ i didnt know missing somebody can be such a torture. the feeling really sucks. i dislike it ! ): im missing you too much too much.
sometimes i cannot stop myself from thinking too much when you didnt reply my sms-es. hmm, honestly, im scared you'll run away with other girls ): i cannot imagine my life without. you're the one who brought me out of the darkness. 如果没有你,我一定还是那么绝望,以为全世界只剩下黑夜。是你把我带出这一切,我不可以没有你。是你让我再一次学会了怎么去爱。baby, 我好爱你,你知不知道?
love, sinyi<3

today mira was sick, she took m.c on her LAST DAY of work. well, she wasnt feeling good since yesterday. well. take care alrights ! get well soon :D i actually did miss mira. sales today was not bad. manage to hit 3.5 without Adrian. hahaha ! he's back tomorrow, &it's my last day ! ;D im supposed to feel sad to leave my colleagues &all. but well, i hate the chefs there. those who know me should know why (: cant concentrate when im working, kept thinking of daddy. im mad over him ): i've been missing him for like weeks ! well after work, went to transfer money. then went home. on the train, i saw this really OLD woman sitting in front to where im standing. she have LONGGGGG WHITE hair. which is really ugly for woman at that age (70+/80+) &for goodness sake, she's wearing a GREEN tube dress which i believe she made herself -.- it's really not nice for a woman at her age to dress up like that. &SHE TALKED TO HERSELF on the train while sleeping, she talk to herself it's ok, BUT she laughed herself WHILE SLEEPING. LOUDLY on the train you know ! almost everybody around her have their eyes on her. she keep laughing and laughing for no reasons, with her eyes closed :x that's pretty scary. nevermind her :D when im on the train i keep looking at my handphone to check whether baby replied anot. but, sad to say, he didnt until i got home then he replied. my inbox is full of his messages. read the all the messages on the train while waiting for him to reply me. just by reading the messages made me smile to myself. sweet sms-es ): he used to sms me when i didnt sms him or reply him. now, it's the other way round. sweet confessions, sweet promises. sweet lil' things he had done...
好喜欢你,只不知道?

我真的好爱好爱你,你只不知道? 虽然 ‘我爱你’ 这三个字,我不常挂在嘴边,可是我真的很爱很爱你。我会珍惜我现在拥有的一切。我会珍惜你。

转*角。 我遇见了


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YTuesday, March 06, 2007

whoa. it had been a long time ever since i blogged something (; missed me ? o.o haha. was damn busy recently, work work &work. no time to make new blogskins &all. freaking sian. see my blogskin until i want vomit liao. &i still owe people blogskins eh! sorry to those i promised to make blogskins for, maybe you'll have to wait for a period of time. so sorry !
well well. let's see. I AM SO FREAKING FAT LA ): IM VERY SURE I GAINED SEVERAL POUNDS ); fuck. argh. dammit~! okay la. it's like o4.o6am now. so i better go sleep. good night, sweet dreams. will update as soon as possible !


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