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YWednesday, November 29, 2006

LONELY~ I`M SO LONELY~ I HAVE NOBODY~ I`M ON MY OWN )): feeling LONELY this few days. stayed @home &rot. not feeling very good this few days. stomach cramps &mood swings. ahh. whatever it is la. still not feeling very good now. LONELY! i'm crazy already. i also dunno what i'm typing. i just know i had to type. typing on and on. whatever i'm typing i dont give it a damn. ok STOP. lol. played maple story, and found it difficult to go back again. many things had changed. just like YOU. lols. lots of things happened these few days. i had some things i had to say,
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TO xxxxxxxx,
(LOL) erms, i dono why u want lie to me that u have no gf, and i don wanna know. i dont trust u ANYMORE. then just now, you like admitted u gt gf. I DONO WHAT'S YOUR PURPOSE! AND I DONT GIVE IT A DAMN! XD that's all i want to say. haha. feel MUCH MUCH BETTER!
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okays. tml gonna go interview @town &outram park. it's like o1:31 now. so, i'm going to sleep! hehs! byes. GOOD NIGHTS EVERYONE ((:


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YFriday, November 24, 2006

Yesterday was prom night! (: fun. haha. A lot of people changed. maybe because of the hairstyle or hair colour. or makeup! XD alot of chiobu. ((: there were also alot of other school's grad night at the same hotel. haha. Everyone was given a disc and postcards. haha. but i didnt take the postcards. When we reached, we had to go to the reception counter. need to mark attendance -.-! still need to chop on our hands. i mean the chop something one our hands la. lol. anyways, i got 2 chops. still not sure of what it means -.- i think it's like, if u get 1 chop, nothing la. then 2 chops mean you're qualified for the prom queen or king la. lols. anyway it's lame la. lols. Then during the dinner, teacher will go around chopping on some girls. if get 3 chops mean you're the nominee for prom queen or king la. LOL. the prom queen very sexy and pretty ((: then the prom king handsome also. haha ((: then after that go home lor. SIAN SIA! go home -.- haha.
oh yah. i think i'll change my blogskin next week. k, nothing to say le. BYE ((:


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17 11 o6
hitsory paper was very BAD for me. Rise of nazi didnt came out. Cold war - berlin blockade, league of nation, treaty of versailles etc came out. SAD. I chose question 2 whish is about the LON (league of nation) and TOV (treaty of versailles). Know TOV quite well but not LON. SHUCKKKS!! The first part was: why was the league of nation set up? I dunno that part. So zer0 marks. I only wrote on sentence: The league of nation was set up to obtain peace among countries. LOLL!! Then the second part wad something like: 'The Treaty of Versailles was a failure' do you agree with this judgement? I wrote alot for this part. Wrote about 2 and a half pages. LOLS. Dunno la. Then the SBQ was abt CHINA, mao ze dong's great leap forwad. SB questions were difficult! Sianned 1/2. POA can go and die. Confirm fail de lor -.- oh ya, got some tips for next year o level, social studies. Those who are taking o level next year can try to concentrate on good governance in SG, sec 4 book. It's better for you if you study at least 3 chapters, must include good governance! and excluding merger and seperation! GOOD LUCK!! LASTLY, i wanna say YES AH! Only one more paper (science 5152/01) to go! YEAH!! On monday, i'm going out! ((:

21 11 o6
YEAH! XD o level over le! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually, 2oth already over. LOL. the science paper 1 quite easy. Physics part only, chemistry one difficult. Sianned. After that went home. Then went out. Went to town and bugis on 2oth nov. At last i only went for the manicure ($24+) and didnt buy the mask. Then today go shop for all the grad night things. My dress, shoes, bag, mask. BLAHH. LOL. My lehs are like so tired now. Went to heeren, paragon, far east plaza, vivo city. My dress cost like $136.45 from daniel yam, heeren. Then my shoes cost like $19.9o (LOL so cheap) and my bag cost like $24.9o, all from far east plaza. Then my mask haven't buy! Hehe. I love everything i bought today. My bag is like bronze, my shoes brown, my dress black ((: Tml going to buy colour contact lense. LOLS. dunno i got how many things havent buy. bleh! YESS! tml 1oam go dye and highlight my hair, $65. hahahahaha. k, now it's like 12.52. bye bye i go slp liao if not cannot wake up tml! ((:

22 11 o6
my hair is like gold now. Esp thr frinch part. its didnt turn out to be the colour i wanted, I really look like a fucking ah lian now. Brown hair with gold highlight. What done cannot be undone. Tomorrow gonna wake up early to wait for the starhub people to come my house. Install the internet thingy. The modem damn expensive. it's like $99.23 so expensive! So many things to do tomorrow. Ouh ya, anyone got lobangs for jobs? (= i wanna work. Havent call. Just now, in the afternoon, went to raffles city to bu mask, $7.9o. Then very sian, go jp. then bought colour contact lense at gp. $25, i bought the romantic purple one. Also, i bought the solution at $9.50. Spent alot today. Bankrupt liao la ): tml i gotta wake up 8+ So.... TATA!! ((;
p.s.: YEAH!! Gonna get laptop next month XD


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YThursday, November 23, 2006

o5 11 o6
erm. today was fun. went to the library to study. studied hard, and played hard too. heh heh, bet atika is messaging the chinese guy now. LOL! k la, atika. i admit we were a bit over, but we got his handphone number for you! you no need to like only see him from far, u can call and sms him liao! yes! and now you got his picture, you no need to go to the library you can see him liao. Yes arh, i'm so happy for you. Dun need to like that circled eyed kid liao. LOL! GOGOGO! These few days after my art paper, was like wasted. Didnt really revise my math, i think i`m gonna fail lor. Haiss.. God bless me please! LET ME PASS MY O'S PLEASE LA!
oo:12am
Math and Social Studies are driving me crazy! ARGHHHH~~~!!!! Toa Cah Soh, y=mx+c..... SG wanted merger because malaya was its hinterland, it wanted to set up a common market and also,it wanted to gain independence from British. -.-! Woah! I still got some more to type lehs. okay LAME >.< Now 12 le but i still cannot sleep. Maybe too nervous? Scared? Hais Really regretted not revising earlier. Dunno y my math so lousy. SAD! So please, if you are taking o level next year, pls start revising now! you may think i`m siao or what, but seriously, it`s not too early k. If you got questions on any subjects, please please please ask your teachers now k. if not you'll regret like me. hais ): 99.99% i'll faill my math n science . 100% i'll fail my POA. Hais, GOD! please help me! May god bless me anhd those taking o lvl next year!

o6 11 o6
FAIL! math paper was like damn hard n bad. not enough time. Oh god, i got 11 questions i didnt do. FAIL LOR! Social studies wasnt that good too. Although i know how to do, but not enough time. DAMN. didnt finish 1 of the SB question and one of the essay. REAL SAD CASE. Also, dunno can pass anot. Oh ya i was a little pissed off with the invigilator. She was suppose to collect the blank paper that were givben to us. She go collect my entry proof too -.- and she snatched my paper away, i didnt even have the chance to like stop her dumb!
23:46pm
i really very stress now. feel like crying. i really dunno how to express myself now, it`s like you know you gonna fail o level yet you are like studying like siao. SIGHS. I really dun wanna retake my o's. i wanna move forward, not satying where i am!!! ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!! i think i'm going crazy )): i wanna pass my o lvl. walau! i siao liao la. Hais. Tried very hard to study just noe, but cannot go inside my head. STRESSED. very lost now, dunno what to do. Cannot go to sleep. It`s like 11 plus now going 12 le. Gonna wake up at o4.3o to revise chem. O LEVEL SUCKS!!! )):

o7 11 o6
chemistry waa very BAD. 100% fail. confirm., HAIS real sad, studied very hard last min and fail. i feel that i`m wasting my parents money taking o level. i really regret not revising earlier )): aiyer, dunno how many times i said that sentence liao. stressing o's. Hais. Studied physics like mad just now. HAHS, let's rebvise, k.e is the energy possessed by and object by the virtue of its motion. g.p.e is the energy possessed by an object of its position. centre of gravity is a point through whish the whole object's weight appears to act in any orientation. Weight is the amount of gravitaional pull on an object. Mass is the amount of matter/substance in a body/object. Power is the rate of change of energy. Energy is the ability to do work. P=E/t=W/t. Current is the measurement of rate of flow of charges. I=Q/t. E.m.f of a cell is the amount of non-electrical energy converted to electrical energy to drive a unit charge round a circuit.. V=E/t. P.d between two points in a circuit is the amount of electrical enery converted to other forms of energy when a unit charge passes through the 2 points. Conduction is the transfer of thermal energy by means of currents in the material medium. Radiation is the process of heat transfer by infra-red radiation through any medium or without material medium.
Whoaa. that's ALOT of physics. now the i know i can remember all these. ARGHHH! but dunno how to do the questions. SHITEDD!!! >.< hope i know how to do the physics and english paper tomorrow! GOOD LUCK SINYI!! i siao liao.

o8 11 o6
DIFFICULT! all the papers today were difficult! saddening , report came out instead of formal letter for english paper 1. Shucks! Actually predictable bah. Report of proposal hadn't came out for the past few years. Composition quite long, about 3 and a half pages long. Didnt had enough time to count the number of words. When the time is up, i just finish writing my report. Just nice. Dunno how many words i wrote for my essay. Oh ya, for your information, i had done question 1. Sianned. Paper 2, worse. Chim vocab. Didnt know any one of the vocab question. Same as paper 1, i did not had enough time to count the words because i rewrote my summary. I scared later too messy -.-! Then no time to count. Physics paper was damned difficult. Only 1 question on defination. SHUCKKKKSSSS!!! dunno i learn so much for what. Stupid >.< question 2 quite easy. The hammer question, i didnt finish it, 5 marks gone. Anyway, if i were to do it, i probably wouldnt get it correct. Hais. Me so lousy! O level exams r making me crazy!! Stressing, tml no exams, but on friday got math paper 2! scary! aiyah, anyway i'll fail my o's. HAIS. )):

o9 11 o6
no paper today. so got more time to revise math. Hais, i'm so scared. My math, gonecase. alot of things i dont understand. like transformation and trigonometry. My trigonometry sucks, so does my transformation. Sian 1/2. i only know toa cah soh, but dono how to use. ZZZ. my transformation, aiyo! dunno how to fins shear factor all that. SHIT! hais. sadded. >.< oh, damn, cannot remember mean mode median. mean is the....... -.-"' mode is the number that appear the most no. of times. Median is the middle number. Mean still canno remember!! tomorrow must memorise again!! just now in the afternoon, went to nbl to study. Do little questions in 5 year series but i asked those things which i dunno. Tml continue to ask. Princess hours rocks! (: Shin is so charming and yul is so cute! Anyway, both are hansem! HEHEHEHS!
oo:37am
tml gotta wkae up at 8 to go library to revise math! math paper 2 is at 14.3o tml, wish myself luck! =)

1o 11 o6
woke up at about 8.3o this morning. So now quite tired. Meet mira at 9 @ mac. We wanted to have mac's hotcakes. But, in the end, we went to ljs to have our breakfast, we went to library to revise maht. learnt alot of things i dunno. like trigonometry - toa cah soh, sin rule, cosine rule.. blahblahblah...... The question in 2oo4 o level math paper which i asked alot came out! Woots! haha. Question 9. The pole one. Similar question (: but some parts i dunno how to do sia. SAD. sure fail. Still got 3 more subjects to go = 4 more papers to go: poa paper1 and 2, history, science paper 1 (MCQ). O level faster over pls. i wan dye my hair purple n highlight red! ((: or dye brown and highlight very light brown/ gold. hehheh~! cannot wait to dye my hair! lalalala! Gonna go to the library tml and have "poa intensive" from tml to tues. No exam till wed. wed got poa paper 2. K then! byes. ((; may god bless me for the rest of my papers! Hope i can pass poa!

11 11 o6
hais. very very stressed today. Tried to study poa just now. but cannot. Tolerate so long le, today broke down. Really dunno what to do. The feeling is like, you know u gonna fail, but you study , dunno study for what!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!! STUPID ME! very sad now la. BYE.

14 11 o6
Poa sucks! i hate accounts now. NO! I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO. i didnt study hard for poa past few days or i can say past 2 years. Never even remember the formats. Whatever la. Study also fail. WTH sia. Better no need study right. These few days, i had think about alot of things. What if i fail o level? Retake next year lor. Whta if i no school to study? Take private lor. Hais. Failuer in studies doesnt mean the end of the world right? Next year study harder! dont wnna think so much liao. I doubt i'll pass my english my english, math and science. Okay stupid. That is as good as faillingeverything... Whatever la! now then i regret. too late... everything is too late. Giving up on my poa. and i still havent study my history, 17 11 o6 is my history paper liao. i really dunno what i'm doing ): hais. Wasting my parent's money to take o lvl. Dumb me. Tml poa paper 2. SHUCKKSSS!! lastly, i really hope i dont have to retake my o's. i really hope )):

16 11 o6
2o:36
History! poa! GOING CRAZY! HISTORY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!! ahh!! cannot remember history things i think i'm gonna fail liao >.< hais. I studied on the rise of nazi in germany. HOPE IT WILL COME OUT TOMORROW!!! Please arh! hope one of tml SEQ will test on the rise of nazi! PLEASE!~ Sad. I think i gonna have depression soon! ARGHHH!!! ok, i go study liao!



TO BE COUNTINUED TOMORROW...


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