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whoa. time really fly past very fast. now alr end of june le )): means that O LEVEL coming soon. hais. i`m really worried. really stressed. really depressed. my studies, hais. so cham. i think cannot even ~~pass~~ my math and eng. ZZZ. science? no need to say la. i wanna pass my o level. every of my subject. ARGHH!~ shit me. hais )): whatever. dunno y i`m born in this stupid world :(
Today, sian. got physics, got chemistry. lalala. i ~~love~~ physics but i hate the topic dynamics (the one about NEWTON or whatever)~ i ~~love~~ chem but i hate the chemical equations. ZZZ -.-"' okeh la. today i finally understood 48.88% of the newton topic or whatever ((: all thanks to MR YIP and AMIRAH. LOLLLL. she says she love to explain. HAHA XD right? lmao. chemistry today was fun. mrs hong loves to joke and at the same time, scream. lol. she`s strict so is mr yip. lalala~ didnt go for p.o.a remedial. because i didnt do the homework. HAHA. i dunno how to do ma ): somebody teach me p.o.a please ((: someone please be kind to be my TEACHER. lol. saturday, sunday, monday. no school. and great! i got very little homework lor. VERY "LITTLE" lor. sure can FINISH on time de lor. all thanks to MR RAHIM. cheebye. -.-! i dont mean to scold him la, AIYAH he very kp one leh. whole class never print the thingy la. i didnt print b`coz my printer bo ink ma!~ argh. go complain to mr chew fer what. then TADAAA! 60 pieces of sketches, must be seen on next tuesday. ARGHH, AIYAH. next time go complain to ALL THE TEAHCERS la. =.="' stupid. damn him! )):
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LALALA. havent blog fer about 4 days or more. lol. that sucks. no blogging ): whatever. lol. monday was damn tiring. dont wanna wake up -.-! but have to la. stupid school. i hate schooling days. first day of school was fun la (: ok and very tired fer the TEACHERS coz, they have to catch student`s hair - too longgggg, too red, too golden. LOLLLL~ LAME -.- ok la. as usual la, miss wee comment on my fringe. too ~~LONG~~. lalala. whatever she says, i`m not gonna cut it. it`s like SHORT le la coz i just cut my hair mar. she crazy de la. ownself hair like shit =X opps. lol. but its the truth ok. lol.
tuesday is a damn long day fer me. LOLLL! assembly as usual. then mira put her sketch book beside her la. then miss wee was like walking towards us and she almost fall. OMG LOLLLL! mira said " ahh ahh, if she step on my sketch book SETTLE OUTSIDE." LMAO! XD thats funny. lol. now i keep making fun of her =D its funny. haha. and ART WAS BORING. lalala. LONG DAY, physics remedial 1 hour; chemistry remedial 2 hour. i`m gonna die. lol.
wednesday. ok la. very tiring day fer me. kept falling asleep =X played badminton. and it was FUN. coz long time never play liao. i`m like laughing all the time :) coz i`m crazy la. haha. then got english remedial, i didnt go. lied that i got tuition. LOLL!~ ok i know i`m lame.
TODAY. hahaha. a normal day. no humanitites remedial. but got 2 hours of PHYSICS. =P i DIDNT GO. lol. aiyah, coz start at 3.1o and school end at 1.4o -.-! stupid. so late. if earlier then i SURELY will go :D that`s all guys :)
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ok. ytd the dinner was great. 5 STAR HOTEL -.-! of cuz great LOL~ and the food sucks abit. made me wanna puke =.= today stayed at home all day. AND FINISH MY DAMN HOMEWORK. i know i cannot finish la. nvm at least i do. lol. tml reopen school le. holy shit. i hate school. school hate me. LOLLLL~ ok bye. got to ~~do my HOMEWORK~~.
Currently Listening to: Li Jiu Zhe - Jie Tuo

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=)) just came back from a relative`s wedding. later going to the hotel fer dinner. the bride very pretty, groom erm okok la. lol. sian. i`ve got nth to say le =.=
Currently Listening to: Pan Wei Bo - Bu De Bu Ai

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okay la. some fu*ker is just pissing me off. nothing to do isit ? zzz.
TO THE SUCKER:
well well. sucker. stop crapping la. just wasting my time and yours. why dont you just speak to me face to face and stop typing in front of your damn computer ? SUCKER. you don have rights to comment on my blog, my name.. you know why. cause the BLOODY name of yours, makes you dont have the rights to. WELL, AT LEAST my name is much better than ANONYMOUS. i`m dumb so what ? at least i`m not like the dumbass who is scolding people DUMB. i`m stupid so i`m called msBENDAN.
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(: as you can see i`ve updated my music player =D nice anot. alot of song hor? =D hehe. so many songs. woohoo ^^ at least got one song you like bah ? o.O hee. ytd went to queenstown. then went pooling. LOLLL. pooling ytd was fun as usual. LOL. so funny. i kept laughing~ LOL. think liao still feel like laughing. lol. ok la, i laughed and i anyhow play. LOL. the games are like ENDLESS XD oh ya. i bought the crown blinkie :D ok great i fall sick ): didnt went to ~~school~~ today. very bad headache. dono why. to the anonymous who tag @ my flashbox, please note that this is my BLOG. not yours, you freak. i`m free to say anything (: !#$^&*@# and, you`re the ASSHOLE not me (: ouh ok. i know you dont have one. so pitiful ):
Currently Listening to: X Japan - Silent Jealousy

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oh yeah. i`m back. sian. just came back from schools. OH YES. HONG KONG WAS FUN. VERY FUN =D SHOPPING HEAVEN. haha. bought alot of things bah. bought alot of clothes. the esprit outlet sell the things VERY VERY CHEAP. VERY~ really very cheap. have you seen a esprit shirt less then $1o? no right. i`ve seen at hongkong. really cheap (: and the DISNEYLAND so fun :D i love disneyland la ^^ very nice. go hongkong (: very nice place. but have to take care of your valuables well. if not, you`ll lose your things like a couple in the same tour as me. the boy and girl`s money & passport all in the girl`s bag. then they go for breakfast ma. then the girl put the bag on the chair beside (usaully what we do in SG) then they dono someone took it la. they never see. then TADAAAAAAA!! LOST. lols. so ma fan leh if you lost passport. must make police report then dono go what ambessy (: i dono how to spell that. lol. ok la. if i free then i post the pictures for you all to see HEEEEE. and i actually didnt buy the SKULL/CROWN TEE SHIRT and the BLINKIE la ): *sobs* but i bought some hello kitty things (: at least i bought somethings hehe. oh yah. i hate when the plane go up and landing. so the YUCKS. i hate the feeling haha. i watched BIG MOMMA on the plane. its so funny =D and when coming back i watched some chinese show la. romantic plus some fighting. and i listened ZHI DUI NI SHUO. ok, i cried ): SADDED. i cried la! zzz. lols. so emo =D and thats me! dots. hehehehe. i love jolin. i love wu niang. haaaa! i`m crazeeeee~ lalala. WO YAO JOLIN ALBUM ): i want her wu niang album and her jing xuan SOBS ):
Currently Listening to: Jolin Tsai - Wu Niang

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WEE. i`m goin HK TML. OH YAY. SO EXCITED :D lols. sian. no tv watch while playing comp ): coz my bro watching world cup. ZZZ. what so nice abot world cup? i dont understand leh. DOTS. its just a match of soccer. and SOCCER IS SO BORING. watch liao can sleep. haha =D YES INDEED! i`ve changed my blogskin guys x)) i know its not very nice XD its very purple-ish. hehe. give come comments please. if alot of negative comments i think i`ll change again xD SO. I NEED YOUR COMMENTS :) thx alot ey. tml going hk, so cannot blog for like 5 days bah ? DONT MISS ME =X although i know you`ll not ): hais. 我爱的人不爱我 ): *SAD* that`s all for today! x)) MIA~
Currently Listening to: Guai Guai Pai - Jolin Tsai

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:D i`m backy. total sian-ness these few days. dono why. HAHA. monday went to national library. WHOA. i got go library LOL. went dere to do my art (: the staff working there is so.. DOTS. so fussy la ? the uncle anyhow nia. everything oso wan check. notes also cannot bring in. dono what they doing la. notes also cannot bring in. feel like scolding some bad words. haha (: wo ren! lol. sians. today went to change money. 1.5k hkd =D woohoo. my mummy change for me. ok. to think that she`s so good. she say must return her money. ARGH =x SIAN~ bo lui liao )= *sobs* oh yay. something good, i`m going hk on 15 o6 XD yay!! lalala. 2 more days (:
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ytd was fun (: or i can say VERY FUN. hehe. laughing is my fav past time. LOL~ i cannot study at home ): SAD. i really wanna study. really ): hais. i sucks la? ='( just now making blogskins. then submit, THEN GOT THIS FUCKING ERROR. what's wrong with BLOGSKINS?!! i`m so fucked up! ARGHHHHHH~
Currently Listening to: NONE. NOTHING LA! ):

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i went pooling @ arena. FUN. at the same time FUNNY. LOL~ that stupid apah. keep making me laugh. LOL. by acting retarded. omg. its damn funny. LMAO. i laugh until peng arh. keep laughing and laughing XD omg. i wanna laugh liao. LOL.

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later i`m going pool again. great. LOL. yay! next week i going hk! XD excited. hehehe. so now what to say ? ytd had a "PARTY" at home LOL. 3 people party at my house ? LOL. ytd watched 2 dvds. SO NICE. FRAGILE and MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA. esp the FRAGILE. its nice. i recommend you all to watch^^ its nice. and for your info, that`s a horror muvee. its like a new dvd lar. btw i didnt know got this show de? not in theatres ? dono leh. ZZZ~ and btw its NC16 la. so those who are 16 and below. YOU CANNOT WATCH. LMAO. who fucking cares whether you are 16 or not. okay la. so go watch this 2 shows ok. and if you got any nice nice shows to recommend, pls tell me in tagboard :)

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hehehe. so late le then blog. haha. was busy making blogskins ma. just now looked at my last time the skins. SO SUCKY. i`m gonna change my blog layout also =D hrm. rate me ! :D
http://www.blogskins.com/me/msBENDAN
Currently Listening to: Jolin Tsai - Kai Chang Bai

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woots. i`m here to blog again. i was surfing the net. then i came across this news. its strange ! its actually a x-ray of a injured bird. but dono why there`s this alien head in the brid stomach. SO STRANGE LA. here you go. i`ve circled the picture for you in case you cant see it (:

strange right! -.- still gt another weird woman. go marry the cobra ZZZ!
oh ya. forgot to mention. ytd after pool. we went to town. then got this guy. his shirt stick one piece of paper say - { i`m taken. FUCK OFF. i love rebecca sim*. } haa. i cannot rmb the the girl name la. i think its rebecca la. LOL. his gf. lol. ask him to do all this things for ? zzz. at town you noe. he walked ard with the piece of paper ? he dont have pride or wad ? -.-! anyway, its romantic la. haha.
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XD ytd was FUN! pooling~~ woohoo =D going again on next thursday (: weeee!!! love it ^^ ytd also took neoprint la. haa. that apah so LAME la. bth him. lols. esp when he make the faces -.-! so funny. lols. cool man. LOL~
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hi i`m backyyyyy !!!! XD yayy! ltr go pool ! :) i love pool. POOL POOL POOL. hehehe. now dono wan do wat le. sian. waiting for toilet to shower -.-! SIAN ARH. dono wat to write le bah. maybe later then i blog again =)
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:( i`m having stomach cramps today. so sucky ! now feeling much better le. whoa. just now chemistry. so long leh. 3 1/2 hours. dots la -.- techno la :) techno ! woohoo. * yo ar yo * =D siao eh ginna pak buey toh arh ! =.= i`m crazy =x
Currently Listening to: Lonely (369 Kun Tong.vs.18 Sio Yi Ho.vs.534 Guat San Sia_Dj`Lexus Garang 2004 Remix)

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hhhhhaaaaahaaaa. so long never update my blog le. sian.
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okay la. went to sp. the school campus nice la. big~ then the cut off point also ~~NICE~~ la. LOL. the tourism course cut off point is like 1o la. haha. so easy to get in right ? comfirm i can get in de lor. with my 33 L1R4 XD CONFIRM CAN GET IN DE LA HAHAHAHA :) ok la. time to stop my nonsense. lol. the IT courses there very good leh :D how i wish i can get in the creative media design course. so dam nice and interesting la. can make websites. then design BLOGS WOOHOO ! favourite la XD

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yayy ! i went pooling. WOOHOO. love pool XD i love it la. very addictive HAHA. SO NICE! feel like going everynow and then (: i love pool, i love pool ! HEEE. thanks to mira and atika. HAHAHAHAHAHA. POOL SO FUN :D i`m going again ! weeeee ! POOL POOL POOL ! cannot wait for saturday XD POOL ! wahahahaha ! i`m crazy la HEHE (:

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today, art so sian ! 8-1130 leh. walau eh. si bei sian larh. listen to teacher`s NAGGING or whatever u call that. lucky i complain to him XD today he only talk for 5 mins WAHAHA. then do batik. haa. dono y there`s this paul twohill craze in my class >.<then after art is p.o.a remedial la. as usual i cannot concentrate ? ZZZ~
Currently Listening to: Tank - Wo Men Xiao Zhi Hou

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